the happy result of a destructive mind (thoughts about death) by JOonmAN published on 2022-05-21T18:18:45Z We're trying to bring it to the surface more and more. Talking about suicide is only good. Psychological problems, especially among young people, have only increased due to Covid. Silence is a mortal sin. The music you hear is my creative expression of my past mental problems. when I myself had mental problems and became suicidal, no one noticed. I didn't show it to the outside world. Certainly not for the people I cared about most. I wanted to protect them from my own negative thoughts. So no one asked about it. So try to make it negotiable in some way! www.crisistextline.org/ https://988lifeline.org/ if you have anything to say about this :email me on Soundcloud or joonhendriks@gmail.com https://youtu.be/QvwI1DmIJwY https://youtu.be/aqzamLrc6ds Genre progressive Comment by N.o.b.S. Very intense music and message!!! 2023-03-12T11:16:39Z Comment by JOonmAN 🙏 2023-03-03T16:38:37Z Comment by Mikey McFaffington and his Saxophonic Adventures 🙏 2023-03-02T23:29:23Z Comment by Miss Bestie Life so powerful!!!! 2023-01-20T22:29:34Z Comment by The Fly Catz wow!!!! thank you for sharing this!!! 2023-01-20T01:09:48Z Comment by Cartographer love that guitar tone 2022-11-22T13:27:46Z Comment by Cartographer this is... so intense... holy crow 2022-11-22T13:27:18Z Comment by Spiralizer Wow this is nightmarish - and I mean that in a good way:) 2022-10-28T17:21:38Z Comment by the stellar lifetimes fabulous upshot of metal into this compelling interview/spoken word/awareness track. totally rad. 2022-10-18T21:48:00Z Comment by Louis Taverna Exceptionally powerful message conveyed here Joan, this hits close to me. Amazing work to do something like this, showcasing the struggles that we hide and how it can over encumber us and to how it's best to talk to someone. Excellent work Joan. 2022-09-24T10:54:35Z Comment by GrevusAnjl I really love that many of the messages were people who considered it, but were always able to find something hopeful to pull themselves out of that space. A positive and helpful take on a sad topic. 2022-08-10T17:35:49Z Comment by GrevusAnjl Candid write-up and vocal samples. This hurts for all the right reasons. The musical tension really adds to the importance of the message. 2022-08-10T17:30:54Z Comment by Electra Volcana life often hurts, excellent!!!! 2022-08-05T19:26:15Z Comment by Jerry Baker Very cool track and mix !!! 2022-08-05T10:53:24Z Comment by Javier Piñeira a stunning track 2022-08-05T07:21:53Z Comment by JOonmAN thanks for listening,great 2022-08-03T13:10:11Z Comment by John Palmer great electro vibes! 2022-08-03T11:04:19Z Comment by Wayfarer DG Powerful messages, cool how the therapeutic messages build. Great work JOon mAN! 2022-07-30T13:56:20Z Comment by noxpox (page 9) very cool Work! 2022-07-30T04:46:36Z Comment by JOonmAN @gothic-funk: thank you very, very very much-big greetings 2022-07-29T07:37:34Z Comment by SinTaMental Talking has been imperitive for my coping with my own struggle. I could not have made it, could not continue without it. For me writing is so important but only second to talking. People might be surprised by how many others struggle with their minds or have in the past. People share an invisible bond, if only they would bring manifest it, see it, speak to one another. 2022-07-23T09:11:31Z Comment by SinTaMental Fantastic music too. 2022-07-23T09:04:35Z Comment by SinTaMental I am grateful for your work. 2022-07-23T09:04:19Z Comment by SinTaMental I have my own psychological battles but fortunately I have never struggled with suicide. Ups and downs but never there. This is really revealing, relevatory for me, these testimonies. It pains me to hear. 2022-07-23T09:04:04Z Comment by SinTaMental Great idea. Well chosen title. 2022-07-23T09:01:34Z Comment by Francesco Cartocci You are right, silence and closure are not the solution. I'm glad you're doing better. 2022-07-19T21:16:52Z Comment by 8000 Miles Mental Health is important!!! For sure! Shine the light. ⁓Rebecca 2022-07-17T17:27:05Z Comment by Becs It's amazing how illogical depressive thoughts become. Yes, this needs to be talked about as a real part of the human condition. Just this week, the US has implemented the 988 phone number that connects the caller with mental health help 24/7. Some progress. 2022-07-17T00:11:20Z Comment by Teth Sin - Reposts, Collaborations & Covers Great work!! 2022-07-15T15:11:49Z Comment by David. k. A. Spencer. Great message. Very interesting 2022-07-12T18:31:59Z