Good Enough - 2021 by JustGamer published on 2022-12-31T18:49:29Z A vent song written during a rough patch of mental health in 2021. Written by JustGamer Mixed and Arranged by GlitchDude Beat by Epistra/Dansonn Cover art by Zagranis I’ve been feeling frustrated, about how what I have created Seem to be never good enough, it feels so tough and so my confidence is constantly breaking I don’t understand what you’re saying I’m annotating, self-degrading Keep debating if I have the skill do the things I love correctly, I hate it This feeling of self doubt creates anger that needs to be let out But I’ve been taught to keep it in, raise my chin, stand tall, not to scream and shout I look around at the crowd that I’m close with There’s a difference I notice They have a shit ton of talent, while I’m outclassed and hopeless So what do I do when everyone else I know is a prodigy, they’re consistent and yet I’m flip floppity Trying something new, shot myself in the foot, always feeling like I’m overlooked They say “you don’t have to be number one” But you know what else they say, the hell is a jack of all trades if not a master of none? So what the hell do I have to do? Can I ever be good enough for you? Am I someone worthy to include? Can I change the way that I am viewed? I know that overtime, I’ll be able to create my own craft But nobody ever told me just how long it would take to create a shiny diamond starting from crap I am stuck in a prison made of doubt Confidence is my key to make it out But I can’t seem to save myself So I guess that I’m just stuck in this hell I’ve been told I’m a wisecrack, not that I could deny that But if I’m caught in the cross blades of a switchblade to the face, how do I use my words to fight back? I mean why does he even have me here? Apparently I stole his girl before she was his girl and now he’s trying to incite fear Thing is: I’m not a player, at least I don’t think so But if I unknowingly stole that guy’s girl what else don’t I apparently notice though? My brain’s doing something to me, ADHD got my grades seeing Cs Then a pair of incompentent parents making me feel like I’m slowly going crazy So you can’t blame the therapist, cause this was your fault Telling me to stop crying then having me flying to another country like you’re opening emotional wounds and then pouring in a gallon of salt You forced me out, then critique me when I start feeling blue I mean sometimes I wonder if the issue with me is me or if it’s actually you?! I don’t understand, there’s no way I can, since you drained me and used me up as your emotional bank And yet I’m the one supposed to be giving out thanks Well thanks for killing me mentally just so my college could be a higher rank I am stuck in a prison made of doubt Confidence is my key to make it out But I can’t seem to save myself So I guess that I’m just stuck in this hell