benevolence by orion published on 2024-02-28T02:23:00Z born with the curse of the beast atleast i am not possessed by demons or so i thought dance in the dark havin arguements with myself sick of this shit train of thought i cant kill myself i could not stand to hurt mom so im stuck in this loop of habitual toxic thinkin fuck what am i thinkin why am i like this i cant find a reason searchin for pleasure i think that i need it tear at my skin with my nails fallin off memories deep in my core i cut off born to kill time born 2 lose drop dead i swear im benevolent truth of it is every part of mes malevolent born to be rid of bliss send a bezel to my home ill erase you off my list i dont know how the fuck to love im a slave to my dick devil in my pants two horns and a pitchfork pokin at me whore you wage a war there is no benefit i reckon im the best youll ever fuckin get