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What am I doing? I really don’t know.
All the driving forces for my ‘why,’ have shifted or have slowed.
I thought my life would be given to alchemy, making suffering into song,
Now months pass by and I don’t sing or write, at all,
But hey, that’s okay, despite the odds, I have built myself a home
And then I moved away last year, and now I can only see it on the phone,
Oops
Then, the best of all, I found LOVE?! and I was sure
Sure, like I have never been sure before
The kind of love, you want so bad,
and by the grace of God, for some reason, they seem to want you back
but then, just like THAT… life was just having a laugh.
Ha, ha. Haa.
Now everywhere I go, there I am,
My unsmiling face, looking back,
Looking sad
Too bad.
I miss the days when the answer to every question wasn’t “I don’t know”
But I don’t know, I don’t know, I just don’t know.
Tupac’s life and words, continue to ripple through the world. He seemed to understand humanity at a level, with patience and forgiveness, to be both inside it, and above it all. “Keep Ya Head Up” has continued to arrive at my finger tips as I question everything I thought I once knew. Love to everyone just paddling their boat right now.
- Genre
- R&B & Soul