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HOLD ME DOWN
i looked into your eyes and I saw heaven,
divinity a blessing - girl you hold it in your essence,
a Queen - my fuckin rock - you hold me down w where I’m headed,
i know I been preventing my emotions but I’m ready,
to let this shit all spill - I’m tryna share what I’m accepting,
every other day depression, I got ways that I process it,
I don’t care about impression - ain’t no father figure stepped in when we needed - intervention - all my life I been forgetting
how to live up in the moment,
i grab the pipe - I load it,
hoe i know you see the grill this ain’t no phony fucka boastin,
I gotta new bitch that I cope with,
the money that’s the motive,
I been distant from my friends like I’m too busy - on some hoe shit,
i might hit you in yo dm’s - then delete it - hope you notice,
saying what I feel because I know you fuckers loathing,
I think of you too much - and now you gone - I’m fucking hopeless,
Im learning from the empty - sit in silence- while I’m floating,
I keep my heart protected - but i also keep that open,
I never blame the trauma for the reason that I’m broken,
Yea i been out here grieving - I been falling out of focus,
but still i keep my chin up cuz of you and that’s important,
I been living in the past - all these photos,
That I have,
Nah I don’t wanna crash - when my feelings circle back,
I been thinking bout my dad - how I grew up fucking fast,
now that I have chance - I’ma work to make it last,
in my dreams we’re holding hands - thought of you, don’t make me sad,
laying in my bed - I jus have to face to fact, that I’m alone again,
Damn our life has been a mess -
when it’s time to rest yo head, ima be there in the end,
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- Hip-hop & Rap