i can feel my wings growing! by Murrumur published on 2023-12-27T07:53:11Z I never ever wake up Lips inverse Don't speak the lingo Since we're never taken care of Poison angels swim with minnows Guess i thought I'd only die once Cyclic action change on impulse Convulse while my blood just boils Burn my fields and dry my soil Guess there's one thing that doesn't change I'll change and always feel the same So i guess I'll tell the truth that I love myself and truly hate you Guess there's one thing that doesn't change I'll change and always feel the same So i guess I'll tell the truth that I love myself and truly hate you Well I'd always love to say what's gnawing at my corpse still walking I was raised to stop my crying, shut my mouth and stick to fawning Guess there's no point in mourning stolen past Its just exhausting For now I'll stick to longing Never found sense of belonging Its like an ache that doesn't fade Stapling sutures to my fake face Warped by focal points and agitated disappointment Guess there's one thing that doesn't change I'll change and always feel the same So i guess I'll tell the truth that i love myself and truly hate you When I feel my wings are growing choral psalms blossom around me Shining and never showing demons cutting at my heartstrings Every year i wait for winter Mushroom clouds freeze onto concrete I'll stare back through the mirror apprehensive due to repeats Genre Faebeat