you're so beautiful it makes me sick by dj nusagi published on 2022-06-24T21:28:23Z (Did you hate dealing with people? More or less But I didn’t really care as much However, I really hated my father) And I see your name and my chest feels tight And I breathe your air and my head feels light And I see your face when I close my eyes And I hear your voice when I’m up at night And I see your name and my chest feels tight And I breathe your air and my head feels light And I see your face when I close my eyes And I hear your voice when I’m up at night (Why am I telling all this to Kaworu? I think I may have been born just to meet you, Shinji Ikari) The scent of your perfume Still lingers in my room It weaves into the threads It’s filling up my head The scent of your perfume Still lingers in my room It weaves into the threads It’s filling up my head (No, no, no! It’s not possible! I won’t believe that Kaworu’s an Angel! It’s a lie!) You make me lovesick You make me lovesick And I see your name and my chest feels tight And I breathe your air and my head feels light And I see your face when I close my eyes And I hear your voice when I’m up at night And I see your name and my chest feels tight And I breathe your air and my head feels light And I see your face when I close my eyes And I hear your voice when I’m up at night And I see your name and my chest feels tight And I breathe your air and my head feels light And I see your face when I close my eyes And I hear your voice when I’m up at night And I see your name and my chest feels tight And I breathe your air and my head feels light And I see your face when I close my eyes And I hear your voice when I’m up at night I think about you sharing love that I can never know I think about you passing by my body in the snow And as you walked by you wouldn’t even think to check my pulse You hold each other closer as my body’s growing cold Just please let me win one time Give me one thing I know is mine I could hold your heart and I’d never let it shatter Thinking of the life that we could live, it doesn’t matter I want you to worry about me Attention seeking, my heart is bleeding (Kaworu, don’t do it! Kaworu!) I need help but can’t tell what needs fixing I need you to be scared for my well-being We don’t see each other often Paopu fruit our promise broken Keep a straight face and say it’s nothing Razor blade my heart is opened How could I ever mean as much to you as she does? How could I ever mean as much as that to anyone? No one could ever love me like that You could ever trust me like that I’m so ugly please don’t touch me I’m so filthy I’m disgusting (You betrayed me You betrayed the trust I placed in you You betrayed me just like my father did) You try so hard but can’t get through to me You tried so hard but I’m not moving, sleep Nothing feels right anymore I can’t love right anymore Lying in my room sinking deeper into hell Just know I’m not okay, I need help You make me lovesick You make me lovesick (Kaworu, stop! Why is this happening?) And I see your name and my chest feels tight And I breathe your air and my head feels light And I see your face when I close my eyes And I hear your voice when I’m up at night And I see your name and my chest feels tight And I breathe your air and my head feels light And I see your face when I close my eyes And I hear your voice when I’m up at night (Humans cannot create from nothingness Humans cannot accomplish anything without holding onto something Humans are not gods) Genre Pop Comment by feels this is so good 2022-07-20T03:13:26Z Comment by iris day this song is so good 2022-07-05T00:29:13Z Comment by etai s0 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 2022-07-01T17:13:46Z Comment by Amy Bestevez actually goated 2022-07-01T13:02:52Z