ilykarma - facedown (*ᵕ⌓ᵕ̤) tape over my eyelids (HBD DJFORTIFY!!!) by ilykarma archive published on 2020-12-03T09:59:00Z edit 2023: follow my new account @ilykarma https://soundcloud.com/ilykarma new spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7gTZ5Mf85zN4465uIoypMg full discography (free download): https://karmarhythm.bandcamp.com/music new music & updates: https://linktr.ee/omg_karma xoxoxxoo ... Милый и эмо video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v-xK2uNgtoE i fucked up again IRL so u get this song now. enjoy or berate me. assist in my self loathing. spit in my mouth tell me u hate me. i miss u _____ and i love u always <3 oh happy birthday @dj-fortify u genius fuck lyrics: I live in this darkness I surround myself with silence In the days I just hide I wont try it Out there I might lose my mind when I see you’re not by my side And so I’d rather lay here face down with some tape over my eyelids think about what i did how we ended up here how it got so fucked here Keep them shut Like I try and shut the memories away Anxiety it gets to me but I just let it stay I could take a Xanax bar but I deserve to feel this way Let me rot Let it clot All the times that I forgot Every time that I was too agitated, when I should’ve waited or commiserated And maybe then we could’ve made it this is now, and baby i just hate shit i hate the mirror staring back at me think to myself cant accept reality i punch this fuckin mirror now there’s glass stuck in my cheek i just want a fuckin hug could i get one a week i swear its like im just kickin drugs i feel so weak You know you’re a fuck when you think good for her as you watch her leave like the best decision she ever made was deciding to leave me When I ignored my empathy or I got mad u laughed at me For every situation human nature got ahead of me im still so sad and i'm sorry for my apathy nothing else even matters to me now all I can think about is how much you matter to me :( I owe you an apology because I wrote us this tragedy. Genre ilysfm</3