i won't let you go w/nshvll by Revenant published on 2020-10-25T14:23:11Z track 26/30 of the album read the stories behind my music here: revenantmusic.net i wrote the base instrumental to this song in September 2019. this was originally going to be a cover of a song that meant a lot to me. i then sent it to one of my best friends @nshvllmusic who added the pretty guitars and piano you hear in it, and I instantly fell in love with it. the original idea of the song stemmed from the fact that around the time of making it, i had lost trust and faith in someone i held close to me. i didn't realise how much emotional damage they had been causing until i finally cut ties, which probably saved my life. there was a lot of manipulation and gaslighting, and it altered my perception of myself and how i thought other people perceived me. i couldn't function or think properly, and its effects lingered on into new relationships with people despite them being gone. indirectly, they made me isolate myself from everyone, and held me alone to themselves. i couldn't confide in anyone, and was constantly living in fear of them. this song highlights how even in the absence of something or someone that has had such a negative impact in your life, their effects and the scars left behind can still manifest in your life. thankfully, through a lot of therapy and support from my loving friends, i can say i'm in a much happier and better place. connect with nshvll: soundcloud: @nshvllmusic instagram: www.instagram.com/nshvllmusic twitter: www.twitter.com/nshvllmusic youtube: www.youtube.com/c/nshvllmusic bandcamp: nshvll.bandcamp.com/ connect with me: soundcloud: @revenant-edm instagram: www.instagram.com/revenant.music/ spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/48Icw89LgB8t7C7AnUIT0Q twitter: twitter.com/revenant_music audius: audius.co/revenant genius: genius.com/artists/Revenant-ishraq-choudhury artwork thanks to: @aqcoffee twitter.com/aqcoffeee [verse 1] i didn't wanna tell you how i felt out of fear of losing you i'm sorry this is what i'm like still got memories left behind [verse 2] now things are dull and bitter cold still sat here staring at my phone and nothing feels as good alone [verse 3] i know i didn’t tell you how i felt but i couldn’t let you go remember back when i saw you that day i couldn’t look away [verse 4] now things are dull and bitter cold still sat here staring at my phone and nothing feels as good alone [chorus] it would be a lie if i told you i wish you'd never come through i'm tired of being a ghost i won't let go Genre Dance & EDM Comment by "Too" Weird your description hits home. your not alone. keep the fire. and spread the love. always 2022-05-17T04:39:09Z Comment by tracysfuneral 🔥 2022-04-15T16:38:19Z Comment by koi sum yay 2022-02-22T01:59:43Z Comment by Toy Shoulders ebics 2022-02-17T10:55:53Z Comment by spellbook BIG BIG 2022-02-13T21:07:33Z Comment by Jay Bird beautiful and melodic 2022-02-10T00:27:10Z Comment by Elequence omg this is so wonderful wow 2022-02-07T15:10:57Z Comment by Xavi jesus 2022-02-06T19:32:16Z Comment by more creativity very pretty 2022-02-04T20:58:59Z Comment by Squirrely Bass the feels run deep on this 2022-02-02T11:27:30Z Comment by yush_23 This!!!! love the vocals ma dudes <3 2022-02-01T09:57:20Z Comment by CORTR So lussshhhh 2022-02-01T07:25:36Z Comment by YEOMAN Beauty 2022-01-31T17:04:42Z Comment by Revenant @crosswise-official: hehe 2022-01-31T08:50:14Z Comment by LOCKBOX beautiful man :,) 2022-01-31T02:13:19Z Comment by mnstrm. love thiss ✨💖 2022-01-30T21:40:23Z Comment by Revenant @musictremeo: tysm <3333 2022-01-30T12:48:53Z Comment by isaak very inspirational, so sick 2022-01-30T06:42:59Z Comment by blankfaces straight euphoria, so beautiful <3 2022-01-30T05:26:26Z Comment by rvnti magical ;') 2022-01-30T01:05:22Z Comment by Goodknight. this is vibey as hellllll 2022-01-29T17:44:49Z Comment by Mythic Creature this is a beautifully made song! 2022-01-29T16:27:12Z Comment by Joshua Tu (杜璟瑜) epic rock time 2022-01-29T16:07:06Z Comment by ROBY PRETTY!!! 2022-01-29T15:23:20Z Comment by ADAME WOAH EPIC 2022-01-29T15:08:28Z Comment by Woolume amazing vocals 2022-01-29T14:21:02Z Comment by JustFancyBro amazing collab 2022-01-29T14:07:22Z Comment by Imaginary Petrichor Y'all rocked in that one 2022-01-29T02:03:49Z Comment by nshvll i love this song so much 2022-01-28T20:59:38Z Comment by nshvll YEAAHHHHHHH 2022-01-28T20:57:36Z