collapse (demo) by sanjay. published on 2021-03-21T08:37:57Z artwork by ouch591 on IG! https://www.instagram.com/ouch591/ vocal mixing is garbage, not sure if I want to upload this anywhere else yet so SoundCloud heard it first. edit: I think the vocals sound a tad bit better now not sure I replaced the original file with the newly mixed one. Lyrics: I have to be the better man now I never even got to ask how I have to be the better man now and if I don’t they’ll always look down I’m at the bottom, still getting deeper but it aunt a new problem but it gets worse, every time I try to solve em tryna keep it steady I’ve been tryna keep it solid didn’t mean to pick it but I somehow still got em no how many times I try to rearrange I pick the same mistakes again, sometimes I wonder why and wonder how but maybe that's just who I am the demons in my head I try lock away it’s makes no sense no matter what I do they stay so what if I can’t get any better after all will I become the man that I despise I have to be the better man now I never even got to ask how I have to be the better man now and if I don’t they’ll always look down please you gotta understand I’m clueless nothings making sense to me and I don't wanna do this I didn't choose it, fuck I didn't choose it man I wanna lose it this just confusing me lightheaded I gotta make some decisions it’s normal I know it isn’t I’m just tryna make it seem like it’s worth it like it’s worth it I have to be the better man now I never even got to ask how I have to be the better man now and if I don’t they’ll always look down I don't know how to do this nobody askin I never saw it in me I’m just tryin make it tryin my hardest but you don’t ever ask me Genre scaredkrow Comment by F.EI_dOse banger not gonna lie 2021-08-19T23:48:11Z Comment by RuhbellUh This is so fucking good!!! 2021-05-14T11:38:43Z Comment by IVYLO omg this whole song beat and vocals is just so good 2021-05-04T19:35:12Z Comment by quibby holy shit krow... 2021-04-09T06:47:49Z Comment by Knightling Awesome! 2021-03-25T19:18:38Z Comment by Cyns. Lets go krow 2021-03-21T20:56:23Z