Shitshow by Sidney Hilston published on 2019-07-30T20:44:28Z Written, recorded, and produced by Sidney Hilston. I am no more than a stream of consciousness somehow attached to this body I close my eyes and I don’t exist nothing exists nothing ever existed to begin with polished in sadness and glossed in madness like a fuckin fanatic I’m still going at it it’s the tragic and static division of an addict something in my head kinda feels like magic sometimes I paralyze myself and I stay in bed without a pulse like stone the days are shorter it’s a waste reality is turning into a shit show if I go out it’s after dark so I get fucked up and stay awake til five I don’t regret it I have fun then I laugh at videos I took of myself high nobody knows why the hell we’re all here some say there’s afterlife and others say we disappear so I’ll live the rest of my life with a bible near until you can tell me there’s nothing to fear I’m not leaving yet but it’s like they don’t care they’ve been waiting for it and they’re all prepared not an ounce in their bodies is even scared but I know more than they can bare sometimes I paralyze myself and I stay in bed without a pulse like stone the days are shorter it’s a waste reality is turning into a shit show if I go out it’s after dark so I get fucked up and stay awake til five I don’t regret it I have fun then I laugh at videos I took of myself high time bugs me I’m a spider my legs are getting tired there’s nothing to existence I keep myself at a distance if I go out it's after dark so I get fucked up and stay awake til five I don't regret it I have fun then I laugh at videos I took of myself high Genre Pop Comment by Hailey Elizabeth i like this :) 2021-03-20T01:08:14Z