Rantsevo (prod. fkwt)[FAN VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION] by STZYWENDIGO published on 2020-07-20T01:56:26Z I miss you more than I had the chance to say. I don’t have many regrets which explains why this is so suffocating. I still have a lot of hate for myself and I let it get in the way of us communicating and I’m so sorry for that. I hope that to find myself sharing the same space and the same time as you again- no matter how far I’ll have to travel or how long I’ll have to wait. Texas was complete shit for a while and you were one of the only things that made me happy. Oh what I wouldn’t do to feel something close to that again. Music video created by BoneRotX- https://youtu.be/WemCVDq3vS4 Lyrics- Now I see it all but I still can’t seem to stop the fall I’m sinking Only hurts to stall I just sit here and make myself study it all I face it Just dragged along I pull myself through everything low and tall I think I’m breaking And I don’t think I’m strong But I carry more weight then I can even recall My thoughts evade me It goes on and on It only stops for a second when I’m all alone Then my panic’ll grow I duck away in my home Imagine voices outside tryna make me a ghost I think I’ve lost it Paranoia my crown Anxiety is the thrown You wouldn’t fathom what I’m saying ‘till you’re bearing the storm It’s like my torment’s a swarm My mind’s tattered and torn Support your soul ‘for it’s worn Back before I was born Was the world better off, or did I bring it something new? I could’ve sworn that I was a person in which the universe would never find a use I could’ve sworn that I would go through life on my own and never find a human like you I found the sliver lining in a darkened sky Tried to show the others but they never complied Acting like a surprise Like a thorn in their side If you look into my eyes I swear to you that with time We’ll be away from the lies And there’ll be no surprises We can be on our own Genre shadowclique Comment by 𝕱𝖆𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝕲𝖗𝖎𝖒 damn 2020-09-18T01:27:43Z