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prod. testing // mixed/mastered by the NAIT SIRK and SMEB // written by the NAIT SIRK // LYRICS:
It done been a dark winter,
Ima spark to light the way,
Keep my mental center
Ima star, why they trynna keep my shine dimmer,
I done come a far way, needed time to simmer
It done made my heart thicker,
BIC flicker,
Think I miss her
But know the texts won’t deliver
Just know my best it was given
And I ain’t resting right since then
and I been testing my limits
Been barely stretching my limbs and
I’m suckin’ air like a whippet
I’m outta breath, need a minute
Old acquaintances gave up on luck, picked up the cup
Holy affirmations, look to sun, know i’m the one
Deal with fluctuations of anxiety, can’t run
Years of medication, steady baking, all night long
Fears of implications if no one hears the songs
It’s a fear that I been chasing, i can’t stand to be wrong
I just air them out my respiration, like a hit of the bong
My pessimations painted become vivid in song
Yeahhh
ayyy
It done been a dark winter,
Ima spark to light the way,
I said, it done been a dark winter
& I'm just tryna keep my mental center
Yeahhh
still trynna beef, said i’m way beyond that
still finding peace, i been cutting’ contacts
ain’t speak in weeks and i feel the contrast
space what we needed, tho i didn’t want that
erase some demons with a potent za pack
way too high i forgot to respond back
shits my fault, can’t turn the clock back
hits in the vault, got more than a Bonds bat
sippin on Malt, few forties then i black
same four walls with the foam, where i’m at
started at dawn, now i look and the sky black
cook lil some, then i'm back for the night cap
took lil some, and it brought me right back
bit too much, and i saw my life flash
sinking deep, swear i need a life raft
ima just spin this needle and light gas
yeahhh
aye
said,
Missing components
I’m trynna find
They on my phone
Encroaching the line
Palm been itching For some time
Only a few who got my spine
I’m losing trust, the bottom line
Mom always known I’m one of a kind
I’m blocking off this heart of mine
Know Ima star, they blockin my shine
- Genre
- Hip-hop & Rap