if i get high but not high enough la nyah by 4dvertisement published on 2021-08-01T15:35:31Z i nak rant ja sebenarnya ni haritu punya tak ingat dah pernah post ke blum. im so stressed out over matriks. i cant get a grip lagi. kerja banyak kali i tak sempat nak kemas bilik pon. one of the the student took an advantage on me and super proud of it. i rant but i got ignored but its not their responsibility to care bout me so whatever im just blaming myself for everything nak mati rasa. ppl dont really dgr my soundcloud kan so i feel safe here. ppl kept ignoring me sakit hati sial pastu aku ignore balik pastu aku yang sakit hati cam bodo im so desperate to have someone as my emotional supporter. im so desperate i might use ppl. i dont want that. i dont want to be that person everyone hates fuck ok. also been listening to this 남자 칭구 asmr alah bunuh jela aku. also i miss bubu. also idk if i can do matriks idk if im capable of it but its not like i have any choice. i spent so much money on it fk ok. yolo but tak yolo cause im not having fun. also i miss mama. i miss her so much i wanna go see her but i cant covid anat berapa tahun tak tengok dia i hope shes ok. and this song reminds me of her. Comment by 4dvertisement i emo lagu ni sebab teringat my mom 2021-08-23T18:22:59Z Comment by Farhan ❤️ 2021-08-01T16:03:04Z Comment by 4dvertisement yall ever like rather pengsan or whatever so u can like REST fk 2021-08-01T15:47:44Z Comment by 4dvertisement dah dah la tu 2021-08-01T15:47:07Z