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Beat by Stoic Beats: www.youtube.com/watch?v=rq_yQxQQL…hannel=StoicBeats
Every shot that I been taking feeling pressure like a free-throw,
Been living through my superego a lil too much,
Leaning on opinions like a lil too much,
It's a feeble crutch, tryna do what I've been destined.
But the "what", "why", "when" becomes the question.
Tryna find the blessings in every lesson
Cuz I’m never enough for you so why you making me choose?
And I’m never enough for me too,
And I been thinking real hard bout what I want
And what I want, what I really really want
Is a chill love, and a chill life,
But everybody out looking for a bone,
And it’s dog eat dog, and getting stoned
But at the end of the day I’m feeling all alone
I wanna be close to you,
But I don’t wanna be tied to you,
But I still wanna be close to you,
But I don’t wanna be tied to you,
And it’s this indecision that really got me wishing I had a clear mind
When the fear finds it’s way inside I be really tripping, and when I tripping
I be dribbling all of these words in my brain and it hurts cuz I feel insane,
It’s cuz I really just, wanna just, fit in, but if I fit in, how can I be different?
If I stand out, feeling if I act out, if I got the "wrong" opinion,
Would they really understand what I stand for?
Talking in metaphors, got me feeling like my underwear is on the floor,
It got me exposed, I’m closing the door, it’s getting cold.
I wanna be close to you,
But I don’t wanna be tied to you,
But I still wanna be close to you,
But I don’t wanna be tied to you,
Chill love, and a chill life,
But everybody out looking for a bone,
And it’s dog eat dog, and getting stoned
But at the end of the day I’m feeling all alone
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