Gerascophobia (prod. Downcast) by Exxtra Sick published on 2021-09-19T13:02:04Z So now I'm 20. I'm uncomfortable as hell with it. And I'm uncomfortable about Feeling uncomfortable about it. I've been depressed and upset about this happening since july. And for 2 months i've been actively returning to the lyrics I originally wrote and Adding, and changing things and trying to make it feel Right. But it just never did. I just can't Plan out a song like this. I wanted to create something distressing. Something that just Stresses you out to listen to. All the change of tone and a daunting still pace. But at the same time that I start fresh with my lyrics entirely I still felt the need to encapsulate some of the things I felt Throughout the days coming closer and closer to my birthday. So. With that being said. This absolute mess, newly in progress 2 times and scraped 4- then ultimately thrown together in the course of One night. Is Gerascophobia. And i think that shows off what i've been feeling perfectly.