reminiscing (prod. pdubcookin x jamie) by yuanamilli published on 2022-10-27T18:23:34Z here we go again it's 3:30 in the morning got stitches in my mouth and my girl behind me snoring but no rest for the wicked here i am wide awake i aint really sure how much more of this i can take man i'm so sick of dealing with all the fake and walkin thru my grass gotta watch out for the snakes cause they tryna strike me down first chance that they get got em lookin like clowns yeah they so counterfit like bitch who the fuck you think you is? ion give a shit how you not fuckin with this? still don't give a shit if you got a problem with me? not a single a shit i'm done tryna make y'all see that i'm fuckin lit going way out my way just to try 'nd help you out anytime i needed you you know i was left without you ain't even have to think you ain't have a fuckin doubt and we supposed to be family? what the fuck is that about you a bitch and i'm so glad that you are not around if i hadn't cut you off i'd prolly end up in the ground i was 4 months sober every time i came around you was tryna line me up you was actin like a hound just barking in my ear "just 1 line it won't hurt yet you sposed to be my brother why you want me to revert why you want me to go back to living my life in the dirt? i aint give a single fuck about the people that i hurt so fuck you, i dont need that near me yeah fuck you, you helped me see it so clearly how i didn't see it i was passed out in my room you was pourin coke up my nose try to send me to my tomb huh yeah let that sink in fuck you man we is not linkin it don't mean a damn thing whatchu got to say it's not like you'd say sorry nd if you did it'd be too late but enough about you cause lately i been doing great i didn't think that i could but i pulled out from that fate if you gotta problem i just assume you filled with hate talkin shit bout what i did you a few years late guess i can't blame ya tho i was a horrible person hopefully the good i'm doing can get to reversin all the anger that i built up all the rage inside my head everyday living life like i was already dead i aint have a fuckin bed i aint care if i was fed i was always breakin bread but yours you couldn't spread all the blood that i bled all the shit that you said never meant a fuckin thing you used me to get ahead crying crocidile tears talkin bout you is my brother there's a million of you but like me there is no other but after all of this shit i still hope that you discover happiness without the blow i still hate to see you suffer but fuck it man, i guess it's not my place gotta focus up on me tryna buy me a place hoping shit from my past aint gon catch me a case i'm a few years behind but i'm back in this race i ain't got no excuse i ain't tryna save face cause it's all on me i shoulda never lost pace but i'm back on track and let me reiterate motherfucker i've learned i can never be replaced look at me now lost up in the clouds lost up in the clouds cause we smoked the whole pound i aint never coming down you won't see me on the ground yeah i used to frown a lot turned my brain upside down taught myself to get back up when i was downed and what i found is you can always keep going don't stop that's a fact i ain't wanna keep goin but i did now issa wrap there was plenty of times that i got stabbed up in the back shoulda always seen it coming i was chillin with some rats now i'm kicking back with the big dawgs weon give a shit smoking big blunts the size of logs and i'll never quit now you got my name in your mouth cause i'm fuckin lit and if no one ever hears this song i'm okay with it im just writin down thoughts when i'm up late at night looking back up on the past wishin i never lost sight of what's important in my life so i gotta make it right im a dog who barely made it but i finally got some bite Genre Hip-hop & Rap Comment by Prosper πThe God-Kingπ ππΌβ€οΈπ―π₯ 2023-01-06T07:34:40Z Comment by djtitike π 2022-12-13T07:55:16Z Comment by The Hippie π―π―π―π― 2022-12-01T20:32:36Z Comment by $weatshirt that flow doe 2022-11-01T20:33:21Z Comment by awgusst good job 2022-10-30T07:35:35Z Comment by User 396775289 dm on the gram melodiesearz i got you 2022-10-28T09:56:50Z