Call It In The Air

Lyrics:

Call it in the air.
No one knows where we'll land.
But I hope by the end of it that you'll still be my friend.
I love you, but alone that's not enough,
Because there's "love" and then there's "love"
And I'm so slow to understand.

You reach out, and I avert my eyes like a quiet thing.
Just for tonight.
I'm so tired all the time.

Why do I feel this?

It's a shame to live without.
But you've got more questions than I have got answers.

I'm not mad.
Maybe just little sad to think of how we drifted.
But I know that soon enough we’ll both be better.
Hurt like this don’t last.
It don't last forever.

Call it apathy,
A passive sort of preservation.
You got what you need from me.
You finally dropped the pretense and then you walked away.

Call it in the air.
(No one knows where we'll land.)
But I hope by the end of it that you'll still be my friend.
I love you, but alone that's not enough,
Because there's "love" and then there's "love"
And I'm too slow to understand.

For you I really tried, but maybe I'm just broken?
I haven't thought enough to figure out.

If I can't say the words, even after all this time,
I don't want to think of what it might say about me.
Maybe your friends were right.
Maybe I am just an asshole.
I won't be the one who gets to decide.

At some point in time, the situation changed,
and ever since then I've been trying to find a way back in.
But you don't believe me, and you don't trust me anymore.
That's fair. I guess you're right.
I haven't done enough to prove that I can be reliable.

I'm maybe just a little sad to think of how we drifted,
But I know that soon enough we’ll both be better.
Hurt like this don’t last.
It don't last forever.