Mana

Yeah, yeah, uh
Feel like I'm stranded on an island
Filled with mountains I've been climbing
Like a swamp under my eyelid everyday
'Cause I've been crying a lot
In a plane of endless possibilities I'm finding my spot
Wish to be defined by these soliloquies
And forest of thoughts
Aye aye
I've got more than you thought
Tell me what do you got
I've got important facades
Still not as poor as you thought
'Cause I can afford to hold on
Yeah, I can afford to hold on

I've got a couple of lies that I go telling myself all of the time
I'm always pushing the line into the shape of a noose my mind
I've got a couple of lies that I go telling myself all of the time
Outcome comes as no surprise
That doesn't really mean that it's right though

I remember lies
I can't trust a DM now
I've been traumatized
Know the name of demons now
I will feel alive
Memories would bring me down
Needed button eyes
and people who would treat me well
I've been face with Lucifer but I ain't been through hell
I ream open wounds and wonder why they never heal
I wonder how I'm still alive I wanna hurt myself
Okay, I might try I heard it kinda starts to help

I've got a couple of lies that I go telling myself all of the time
I'm always pushing the line into the shape of a noose my mind
I've got a couple of lies that I go telling myself all of the time
Outcome comes as no surprise
That doesn't really mean that it's right though