closing my eyes but there is still no escape from mortality [ft. GREY] by ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ published on 2024-06-28T02:14:53Z โclosing my eyes but there is still no escape from mortalityโ GREY - https://on.soundcloud.com/4rTWFQjDM4pqs1NPA Feeling more nauseous, I gotta go Dealing with panic attacks back to back but I never show Reaching new lows in my frontal lobe crawling with demons in shadows below Molded by my trauma like Iโm made of dough Long ago I was cursed now I cannot grow Outcast in the ocean and I cannot row, throwing me to the sharks, they smelling the blood, now Iโm dying slow Need to decompose myself Light up the joint, rip the nic, damage my lungs cuz I donโt know whatโs the fucking point Riding down the highway Iโm smoking red sweet blunts Iโm thinking bout the times I was happy, maybe it was once Iโm feeling fucking numb again and Iโm heavy like cement The burdens weighing on my brain and Iโm not steady I canโt pretend All these wounds I cannot mend Bleeding, know they will be my end Iโm dormant and I torment as Iโm reaching my descent Rolling up blunts got that rust up in my lungs And that smoke fill my head start to wonder if I'm dead Roll it up and feel the dread fuck the hope and do the meds Yeah I don't wanna die that way that way Fuck what I do I can't feel a thang Say that you're there but I don't see you Fuck what you mean that i love you Black on black boots I don't worry about a truce You're one thing I don't wanna lose But it doesn't even matter if I try Try to look away and fucking die But it don't work, still in hurt It will hurt, like the dirt you know, Fuck the world, i will stay, you know Produced by oceanash Genre Hip-hop & Rap Comment by Racmuf (@racmufbeats) vibe 2024-07-27T12:20:29Z Comment by g5iive ๐ฉธ 2024-07-18T14:29:53Z Comment by JJCRAZY (@jjcrazyhshsb) ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ 2024-07-03T22:01:33Z Comment by Mall.Dad hell yeah ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ Great flow all around! 2024-07-03T21:49:43Z Comment by salsablog :) 2024-07-02T19:07:13Z Comment by lost dove fw this bro 2024-07-02T15:26:30Z Comment by nyxe cyrim got me movingโค๏ธ๐ญ 2024-07-02T05:20:34Z Comment by V lyn ๐ฅ 2024-07-02T05:05:06Z Comment by Renegade Lc ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ 2024-07-01T15:20:02Z Comment by Audio Paradolia ๐๐๐ฅ 2024-06-29T22:46:10Z Comment by โโ โ๐ก๐ธ๐ฐ๐พ๐ฎ๐ฎ โโ โ @akush-47 Yoo ๐ชฌ๐ชฌ๐ชฌ 2024-06-29T01:25:39Z Comment by Black Karma Good shit 2024-06-28T23:40:05Z Comment by HIDEรUS W shit right here 2024-06-28T23:17:56Z Comment by โฏ ๐ต๐๐๐๐! โฏ This ๐ฅ 2024-06-28T23:16:20Z Comment by โฏ ๐ต๐๐๐๐! โฏ Yooo wanna collab?? Iโm from Reddit 2024-06-28T23:16:12Z Comment by โ tombfell โ GLOOMY CONDITIONS PRODUCE HEAT 2024-06-28T22:28:41Z Comment by Nightraverse goes hard af, nice work guys 2024-06-28T22:25:32Z Comment by GREY GLOOM โ๐ฅ๐ฅ 2024-06-28T22:23:06Z