I say Yes to life and it's not a lie by RDO667 / DarkSunnyBoi published on 2023-10-20T20:04:20Z I had pain my whole life long. I always felt more worthless than a piece of shit. There was no single day I didn't want to die. This world was killing me and the only moments of peace were when I bled. Love was a word but nothing I was able to feel. People used, hit, hurt and abused me. My heart has already died when I was a kid. Hate, hate, selfhate, selfhate, pain, pain. Emptiness, emptiness, sadness, sadness, darkness, darkness. I could already feel the blade on my wrist, but then you came. New pain, new feelings, new fears. A new fight inside me. And my heart began to beat. New pain, new feelings, new fears. A new fight inside me. And I surrendered. And I surrendered proudly and let you rescue my heart. I surrendered and decided to give you the power to destroy me. The new fears and the new pain make the voices in my head louder. But I'm proud to feel the pain and I trust you. The voices and the horrible men loose, we win. There's so fucking much darkness inside me, but you're brighter than any sun in any universe.■ I say Yes to life because you proof me every day life is beautiful. I say Yes to life because you took away the emptiness and make me feel worthful. I say Yes to life because I know now I am also an human and not dirt. I say Yes to life because of you I know what love is. I say yes to life because I know what I want. I say Yes to life because I wanna live with you. I say Yes to life and it's not a lie. I know my feelings for you are stronger than the darkness, the voices and the horrible men. You bring me new pain, happiness and peace. I found my place in this world and this place is next to you. ■ W.L.W.W.N.G.T.P. ■ I will never find the right words to describe what I feel for you but I will proof you by living. I say Yes to life and it's not a lie. I say Yes to life because I wanna show you every day how worthful you are. 37 years this world has been hell, but now it feels like heaven then you're next to me. Genre Electronic Comment by RDO667 / DarkSunnyBoi Text in description / Text in der Beschreibung 2023-10-20T20:07:54Z