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Organ Loop by LILJAN

lyrics:

this is all i can be
never wanted see
all the things that you said about me
and i thought that'll be
all the things that you see
but i think ill be okay

i used think i was burden
did you even see me in the garden?
i've never seen myself
its quite ironic by itself

and i left here saying nothing
told my myself that im good for nothing
now im somewhere and im crushing
but i don't want to start rushing
and i don't want to feel again
everyday feels so mundane (2x)

do the stars look at you
do you look at them too
and i take walks every night
just so the stars tell me im alright

quiet nights dark in my room
hopefully ill be out here soon
and i pretend that i like it
but its getting hard to hide it
i just wanna be outside it
and i think i want to

and i left here saying nothing
told my myself that im good for nothing
now im somewhere and im crushing
but i don't want to start rushing
and i don't want to feel again
everyday feels so mundane (2x)