Heart On Trial

J. R. Makin' Waves!!

All these lies affectin me.
Sitting alone.
Empty room, emotional grief.
Feeling dirt.
Buried 6 feet deep.
Bleeding out thoughts.
Future, can't see.
Mind be spinnin', no peace.
Heartbeat slow like it's beggin' to cease!

My bullshit ripped us away!

Now I’m drownin’ in the mess I made.

Told myself I’d change, but I stayed the same...

Broken bridge, love rubble.
Fall to my death.
Final day!

I still love you in every single way!
But I still don’t know what the fuck...
to say!

My heart forever bleeds.
Can’t sew up what it needs.
Shots fired for days, but finally I admit defeat.
Bayonet hit my chest. Bitch, I’m killing me.
Got no one to call, just these fuckin’ withdrawals.
Guilt sittin’ on my chest like a bitchass mutha fucka, I deserve to suffer!

Ain’t shit in my pockets but pain and a bottle!
Bruh, I’m cooked, straight up.

Heart on trial!

Tears from my eyes, sitting in a room just me.
Hear screams in my dreams and I wake up weak.
Can’t feel the air.
Nobody cares.
That’s it.
Slot free.
Feelin’ pain, but makin’ gains, and I’m still fittin’ the tweak.
Amphetamines.
Tryin’ to remember the man I used to be.
See my reflection in the glass like, who the fuck is he?
Be like Yuji gettin’ the finger.
And I be feelin’ like (the) Light, but L’s gettin’ Near.
Chainsaw Man, heart pain, coughing, up, blood but im still here.
Mind spiralin’ out. Future ain’t clear. Bitch I’m feelin’ erased.
Meesa.
Vineer.
Past be my future.
Fix tha broken years!

Never wanted to shell out pain, but I started the war.
Like a soldier by himself, kicked down the door.
nIf you have any questions, post them in the comments.
In the meantime, bitch, thank you for watching!

If you wanna be the best you can be,
If you wanna be the best to who you care about,
If you wanna take care of who you love,
Listen to me right fuckin’ now!
Feel yo life a wreck??
Make the Bowie knife meet the "opps" neck!!
Let’s go.

Makin' waves?

All these lies affected me.
Sitting alone.
Empty room, emotional grief.
Feeling dirt.
Buried 6 feet deep.
Bleeding out thoughts.
Future, can't see.
Mind be spinnin', no peace
Heartbeat slow like it's beggin' to cease!

My bullshit ripped us away!

Now I’m drownin’ in the mess I made...
Told myself I’d change, but I stayed the same...

Broken bridge, loathe rubble.
Fall to my death.

Final day!

I still love you in every single way!

But i still don’t know what the fuck...
to say!

My heart forever bleeds, can’t sew up what it needs.
Shots fired for days but finally I admit defeat.
Bayonet hit my chest. Bitch, I’m killing me.
Got no one to call, just these fuckin’
withdrawals.
Guilt sittin’ on my chest like a bitchass mutha fucka, I deserve to suffer!

I fucking love you!
I would do anything to keep our hearts true!
Let's finish our lives hand in hand !
I'll do Anything I can...
Our love will win?