another dumb song of me venting or whatever #cursedlust #cl by luvnoirr

I fucking hate myself, im always causing problems with everybody else
and no-one seems to hear when I scream for help
That's why I make these songs, it helps with my health

I hope my mom doesn't find my music
I sleep to my songs it helps me dream lucid
I hate myself because I won't do it
I put the .9 to my head and I pull it

Honestly I think im getting kicked out soon
Broke all of my bones cause I jumped right off the roof
Damn im still alive and idk what to do
Was hoping I would die but too bad that wasn't true

#cursedlust #cl