Heaven Knows Freestyle by [508] B1Z published on 2023-09-06T01:56:50Z 508b1z - Heaven knows - (Produced by Buckroll) Heaven knows that I’ve been doing this shit for some time and you will find that there’s a gold mine in this mind of mine But only heaven knows Heaven knows… Heaven knows… Heaven knows why everyday that goes by we slowly only gettin old Then die but you can try with all of the might you have fightin back at it But it don’t matter you just look sad and gettin yourself mad enraged - and so - it, really ain’t that serious my man let it go I don’t wanna let her go n if she leaves I’ll prolly just stay alone For me that would easily be my biggest loss Honestly it would cost me because Ive never felt this kinda love from anyone else I’ve come across Ever since she been wit me I’m stressin less It’s effortless it’s almost as if God made her for me Or maybe it’s satan waitin patiently for me to finally feel complete so he can come take her from me I can only fake it and say I’m okay for so many days One of those sayings say you can skin a fuckin’ cat in some many ways Of course I lied and was written off the horse in the sky I’m sitting on get me off I’m sick and lost and im missin all this time of mine Tell me why do I only feel fine when I’m gettin high I can just coast my way through life my best effort I’ve tried givin it so many times For some reason once I’ve felt I don’t believe enough in myself I stopped strivin for what I deserve I’m just alive and it hurts in my heart I know I’m just surviving on earth and I’m cursed but heaven knows this the realest verse that I ever wrote but so what only heaven knows Heaven knows… Heaven knows… Heaven knows i been told and it’s understood that I’m cold I shoulda been callin her instead I was follower and I mistreated her go back f I can being a leader is somethin that I shoulda been There was a time when I would cry and go to bed then wake up and cry a second time cuz the first thought I had was how bad I wanna die Instead of thinking about how would I love and heal myself I was thinkin I was a coward and should kill myself I know I’m sorry this shit might be hard for you to listen to but it’s about to get darker so maybe go and put on a different tune don’t ever get it confused I know I’m missin screws but fuck you that’s my business and yours to mind I’m here to tell you I did try committin suicide but I survived cuz someone didn’t run and hide they did what was right they called 911 did CPR and brought me back to life I was supposed to be at work when I attempted this and it all went down I didn’t mention it so no one knows in my family until now And I don’t feel proud but how I feel now grateful cuz I’m clearer and try to be thankful to the Lord In the mirror the man I see I don’t hate him anymore and I’m better for it this Shit ain’t a metaphor that’s bein told it just how the story forever goes so if you don’t believe it just ask cuz Heaven knows …. Heaven knows… Heaven knows… Heaven knows that, And I done told y’all this prolly one of my realest flows Heaven knows… Written by: Seth Morin Produced by: BuckRoll Engineered by: Seth Morin Genre Hip-hop & Rap Comment by AllGenres (Repost & Promotion) Reposted<3<3<3 2023-09-13T21:38:57Z
