Not The Same [ft. GREY] [prod. Nightraverse] by oceanash

“Not The Same”

GREY - https://on.soundcloud.com/PyjoVGQSTLrKZp7q6

Say that you’re right but I don’t see that
Act like a fake you gon get slapped
If it ain’t true I don’t fuck with that
Motherfucka go on
Go and talk about an arm
In yo little fucking song
We don’t really fuck with that
We don’t really like that rap
You do it too wrong
Go and lock the door, turn off the light
Let me fucking write, poems out of spite
Grey is the fog in yo mind when you lie
Rust inside my fucking eyes
Twitch and shake and feel the blur
No fucking image, no fucking tension
Acting like you good Imma teach ya how you could
Take a seat and watch the woods
Cause im always in the forest, creeping like the fucking poorest
Soil in my boots I got mud on my face
It’s deep in my roots
If it’s gloom
Imma go and let loose
Motherfucka act hard then later be a bitch
Juh
Motherfucka tryna bring a switch– blade
Tried to mess around then he got– played
I am the reason you got–made
Imma go and throw the shade
Fuck the pay, I don’t relate
You on display, i am the shade
Juh, not the same

Deep in the gloom
Blue ocean is your tomb
In the room smoking all the fumes
Mary Jane, I feel the doom, I’m small like a grain
I feel the fucking chains
Can never explain the pain in my membrane

Decaying when I wake and every minute of the day
Participate in bad habits, damage my brain
Managing, tryna get through and maintain
Only thing that gets me through is trying every strain

Thinking and causing my pain
question if I’m even sane
sunny but inside it’s rain
Debating just slicing my veins
As I smoke I Watch it twist and then disperse
My Organs blackened like a hearse
My head is static vhs reverse
Like the ring I’m cursed
I was coughing the pain right out my chest
Infesting death inside my head
I was blocking everyone and laying in bed
My whole body filled with the dread
I was Wishin I was dead
Finger pulling the trigger now I’m spread
Alone in the shed, and cops the sped
But it’s too late wrap me in the carpet
Ay sometimes I just wanna die
I don’t even know why
I’m just thinking bout the scythe
When I close my fucking eyes
I just wanna get high
Get by
I’m Introverted always shy

Produced by Nightraverse