soapd!sh

oh my god
i feel nauseous
haven't seen you since
i felt like i was just an option
told me you "weren't ready"
and i guess i fucking lost it
could've stuck around
now you're sitting there watching

honest,
i am not your project
just another sad girl trying to be cautious
can't escape this feeling
don't know what the hell to call it
take my hand we'll walk together
see who makes it farthest

i remember we were kissing in the backseat
while you ruined every song
that we had on repeat
said you won't take me back
so I'll go to extremes, cuz'
i'm not okay with only seeing you in my dreams

haunted
i was so unwanted
i guess i misunderstood
when you said that "you want this"
hands bleeding out
so i turn on the faucet
my love gets too physical
I don't know how to stop it

stop it
i just wanna talk shit
can't imagine life without your hands
in my pockets
give me one more chance
and we'll both pretend
that we know what love is
before I stain
all the razor blades in the soapdish

haunted
i was so unwanted
i guess i misunderstood
when you said that "you want this"
hands bleeding out
so i turn on the faucet
my love gets too physical
I don't know how to stop it

haunted
i was so unwanted
i guess i misunderstood
when you said that "you want this"
hands bleeding out
so i turn on the faucet
my love gets too physical
I don't know how to stop it