Not a Phase (prod. 2ukko) by KARYAN [@karyan.mp3]

LYRICS :
Now I'm the friend in the flights
Living life, I travel Business Class
I used to wanna die
Jesus Christ! That was in the Past

Tears stacking in my head
But nothing on my face
Emotional since I'm 16
Man, that shit's not a phase

And pills ease my pain
But now I'm in pain in a different way
I'm all Laugh and Giggles
But this one time it ain't no game

And One Day
They're'll be no Light at the end of that damn tunnel
One Day
I'ma ask you if you aight and you gon' stutter
One Day
You so sad, you don't know why
It's so subtle
All you know is
If you could, you would Cry a goddamn river

It's okay if you wanna cry
It's okay if to wanna die
But don't use that shit as an excuse just to get fried
Don't let these thoughts hold you back from being fly
Don't say « I would if I could, fuck around and find out

Stop tryna be Sigma
It's okay if you tryna Crash Out
I was broke Down Bad
I Manifested then I Cashed Out

Couple exes tryna blow my phone
Tryna milk like a Cash Cow
Two years ago would've not been the same
Ain't no damn doubt

Nobody would've bet a penny on me
Look where I'm at now
I left Belgium like six months ago
Huh, man out

Now I'm the friend in the Flights
Living life, I travel Business Class
I used to wanna Die
Jesus Christ! That was in the Past

Yeah yuh

That was in the past
I wanted to take my life away, huh
I had no fucking racks
They say money won't make you happy
But it don't make me sad

You can call it Just a Phase
But this what I gotta say

Nobody would've bet a penny on me
Look where I'm at now
I left Belgium like six months ago
Huh, man out

Now I'm the friend in the Flights
Living life, I travel Business Class
I used to wanna Die
Jesus Christ! That was in the Past