be someone better (prod. sorrow bringer & doublemydose)

LYRICS COMING SOON AND MORE INFO. SHOUT OUT to @sorrow_bringer for making this song come alive.
-dmd

LYRICS:
Stuck in the dark where the shadows play
Fighting my demons but they won't fade away
Whispers in the wind they all got something to say
But I built my throne on the ashes they have made
I'm so sick of trying for the sake of other people
Fed up with people fucking acting like they know me
I'm so sick of lying just so that I feel equal
All of these feelings inside of me grow
Three years down with nothing to show
And God only knows I've been storming the weather
But I'll sin again I've done it once I'll do it better
Hope nobody feels the way that I do
Still you fucking left now I'm feeling so used
Wish I had the words to hide the abuse
Everyday that goes by you're tightening the noose
Wish there was a way that I could fucking choose
As the days go by I'm more and more confused
I don't even know what am I doing
Inside of my head a constant commotion
Coping instead with bottles of potion
When will I learn to stop getting loaded
And all of these habits are dragging me down
Pulling me deeper inside of my tomb the ground
Raise me from my tomb
Stuck in the dark where the shadows play
Fighting my demons but they won't fade away
Whispers in the wind they all got something to say
But I built my throne on the ashes they have made
I'm so sick of trying for the sake of other people
Fed up with people fucking acting like they know me
I'm so sick of lying just so that I feel equal
All of these feelings inside of me grow
Three years down with nothing to show
And God only knows I've been storming the weather
Father forgive me help me be someone better
Be someone better
To this earth I'm tethered
Help me be someone better
Help me be someone better
I'm not the same anymore
Used to feel alive now it's just feeling cold
Searching for a way out now I'm stuck in this hole
Never stay the same
I'll never take the blame
Bitch you cut me out and to you I'll do the same