Mausoleum by oceanash

“Mausoleum”

Flies keep on buzzing round my body, tryna cover my eyes
Loving my demise the black all in the skies
Demons always lie but I’m falling for their trap
My mind is always crying, gotta fill that fucking gap
I’m the morgue I’m just a specimen
examine my skeleton
bored of never developing
full of self medicine
Bleeding from the lesions every day I just weaken, take my brain, I’m deleting all the fucking pain
Every day is feeling the same I need a minute close my eyes and feel the blade as I’m reaching my limit
Then I grab the .45, load the chamber then I spin it
Password in my mind that I can’t decode within it

Cobwebs in my bed I’m never resting
All the spiders nesting in my head
Infesting dread
all the tears I shed, the skin I shred I’m guessing I’ll end up dead
I’m delirious my eyes are dripping red
Hear the demons laugh
Sacrifice the golden calf
Fuck the Population and the mass
GLOOM til I pass
Oceanash never have a grasp, I’m shaking from the panic
Waking in the Atlantic, I’m breaking like I am ceramic
I don’t wanna feel this shit til I die
Gotta buncha scars from the knife
I close my eyes
Tell myself to breathe
Take it out the sheath
Make myself bleed
Only way I get some peace

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